Does anyone else hate being white?

I have been like this my entire life. All of my friends are minorities, and always have been. I do not date white men, in fact when they talk to me I feel really offended and saddened that they could ever think that they should hit on me. I love my father and brothers, they are white. But I just don't love white. Does anyone else have this problem? I don't mean to make people mad, but it really hurts my heart. Thank you.